Friday, 9 June 2017

oh what would you rather
what would you rather
to steer or to sink
ships with this
tiny rudder

oh what do you think
what do you think
if we pulled the trigger
and pointed a finger

i've held my lips
i've bitten my tongue
any longer i'll bleed dry
emptied of fuel
that fires these bones
drying up
drying up

O Holy Spirit,
O Spirit of God
take my heart of flesh
pump it once more
to beat after Yours
cover these wounds
Your blood in me
till the day there's no more
cursing only plowing
and the only lying
is the lion
with the lamb

my lips will taste
its true freedom
and my tongue draws
only praise overflowing,
oh when will it be
when will it be

Friday, 10 March 2017

Micah 6:8

“Because when you’re drowning, all you want is for somebody to stop talking and dive in to grab you before you sink… When you’re in that claustrophobic space of anxiety and scarcity, and you don’t have enough mental bandwidth to deal with anything more than each day’s demands, and having that breathing space to consider alternative choices or plan for the future, that is a luxury the working poor do not have. 

And that is why compassionate communication of available solutions rather than a “don’t know, go talk to your MP” approach by frontline officers matters so much… That’s why all these [eldercare, housing etc] interventions go a long way to create bandwidth, a space for the drowning to feel like they can breathe again. 

...We are missing a big point point if we think, 'Well, people must deal with the facts where they are rather than where they think they should be. Well, honestly, nobody understands their life just according to facts. It’s an intellectual’s fantasy to believe we are perfectly rational, fact driven beings, and most people make their choices according to their feelings about the facts. 

So if we care about making sure people hear us out on the hard facts, about our country’s real situation, then we must start all our communications of connecting with people with where they are, which is how they feel, even if that feeling is disagreeable or irrational to us.

If not, let’s just accept that your words will never impact anyone outside your echo chamber.”

Thursday, 24 November 2016

Karl Barth once commented that what matters most in the church's worship is not up-to-dateness but reformation. To be semper ecclesia reformanda does not mean to go with the time or let spirit of the age determine what is true or false. Nor does it mean to hide in the past. It means to carry out better than yesterday the task of singing a new song unto the Lord. "It means never to grow tired of returning not to the origin in time but to the origin in substance of the community." 
Or as Pius XII said in his encyclical on worship, "To return in mind and heart to the well-springs of the sacred liturgy" In our uniquely ahistorical milieu, sometimes the oldest truth has a strikingly contemporary ring. In our historical study of the liturgy, we are continually impressed by much that we have lost. Many of the liturgical innovations that were made during the heat of Reformation polemical battles have left Protestants with a truncated and limited liturgical life...Those who do not know their history are doomed to repeat history's mistakes and to miss past glories in the narrowness of present expressions of faith. The historical norm reminds us that one of the best ways to arrive where we want to be today in worship is to first know where the church's worship has been before.

Worship as Pastoral Care, William H. Willimon

Monday, 17 October 2016

"So many times we pastors lament who these people in church ought to be rather than understand who they are. We concoct "innovative worship" based on some theoretical principle of ours without seriously considering realistically the limitations and possibilities of our people. We limit our notions of what true worship is and fail to see when our people truly worship in their own way. We are baffled when they reject and resist the preconceived liturgical pigeonholes we try to stuff them into. The pastoral norm reminds us to take the people who worship with pastoral seriousness and sensitivity."

-- Worship as Pastoral Care by William H. Willimon

Monday, 5 September 2016

ritual and liturgy

Life as liturgy 

Condensing abstract
transcendence of Trinity
to reality


"Ritual serves as the point of interaction between the abstract and the mundane, the human and the divine. It simultaneously enacts transformations in two different realms, drawing from each to make something unnatural to both. It makes practical actions transcendent and the transcendent realm concrete. In the course of ritual, mundane actions are transformed so that they are more than mere actions; they become actions that surpass what can be achieved by ordinary physical means alone. A ritual's combination of actions can simultaneously affect the interrelated states of an individual, society, the world, and God. For example, in the case of the חטאת ritual, the ritual actions may effect כפר, bring forgiveness to the individual, reconciliation with God, and a restoration of order to the world.

At the same time, these ritual actions concretise the abstract. They make complex ideas, the divine and the immaterial, practical and accessible. Ritual can condense a complex theory that functions on multiple levels into mundane ritual action. Through ritual, humans can communicate with God, bringing Him and His power to bear in their world. Through ritual, a group of actions an make tangible the immaterial world, which is believed to be real but transcends mundane representation. In the חטאת ritual, sin and impurity become quasi-physical. The ritual transforms a bloody mess into an effective response to sin and impurity."
— Michael B. Hundley, "Keeping Heaven on Earth", 2011.
Review here:


Briefly browsed through this book when I made a (semi)wasted trip to school because I got an appointment date wrong. Well, at least I discovered some exciting content that prompted my oft-floating thoughts on worship and liturgy, and why churches should have some form of ritual in its worship services. Documenting them here so that I can refer back some time.

Ritual as liturgy in a church reflects the degree of its compliance to tradition (regardless of what strand originates/is created from), but the depth of its ritual is seen within its relationship with God, with one another, and with the world. Ritual brings to bear the abstract upon the real, the concept upon the practical, the ineffable upon the limited.

Interestingly, for the Christian ritual, this exchange never stops at the two parties of deity and worshipper; the Trinity or otherness of the deity pushes the worshipper to reflect the deity to the other, the neighbour (John 13:33-35).

Ritual as liturgy even in the individual life is inescapable. The most mundane activities of our lives reflect some kind of ritual — take a day in the life of a stereotypical Singaporean for example — we wake up, brush our teeth, get changed, eat breakfast, leave for work or school, return home, take our dinner, shower, unwind, brush our teeth, go to sleep. It is a tradition of daily routine that is taught to us by our parents, but even in this routine there is embedded meaning.

We get out of bed because we have a task to accomplish for the day. We brush our teeth because we have been told it is good hygiene. We get changed because we need to look appropriate for the task. We eat breakfast because it is necessary to have energy to do our task. We do the task because it is expected of us, and because we will gain something from it. The list of reasons go on.

The liturgy of life thus becomes an order of rituals carried out in our daily living. But how often do we stop to consider each of these reasons? And the deeper question beckons — what meaning does all these rituals contain, and for what purpose? What does the liturgy of our life reflect, and more so, if we are created in the image of the Triune God, how does it reflect Him?

The dialectic between the individual's life and community living as Christians — as the Catholic (universal) Church — thus continues. The Christian ritual carries meaning within itself and the worshipper's participation and contemplation of it should enrich the being of the individual and its immediate cultic community and thus the world.

However, a weak(ened) understanding of the ritual also means that the ritual loses its value and therefore to the worshipper, its power is diminished. But as analogous as it is, we as Christians would say that the Divine that gives it the meaning (and therefore) power reserves final comprehension of its true value in the worshipper's life. The analogy of ritual has to contain some intrinsic power to maintain its divine content, perhaps in the form of its illocution. Such retained mystery in the transcendence of ritual thus preserves power; the sharing of the ritual form with the worshipper to partake is but a means of grace. But intrinsic power cannot be mistaken to be literal power, lest the mystery of the ritual and its Divine Participant turns into yet another idol or amulet to be manipulated...

NB: Thoughts of the blog owner are always still in progress and should not be taken as her dogma, because sempre reformanda.