inclusio ii

how can i describe what i felt when i met you for the first time?
so uncanny, it's unsettling. and to know that you'd be around for a while...
yet also knowing that you'd be gone soon... strange.
although i'm not sure what your purpose is to be in this proximity of my life for now.
reopening the wounds that i thought i'd carefully buried 6 feet under.
disassociate. disassociate.

Lord help me.